My sweet little man always has called napkins "captains" and we have just smile and got him one and moved on not thinking to much about it, and tonight he said napkin and my heart sank in my chest, knowing this means he is growing. So I looked at Ben and with a frown I told Caleb that, "no honey it is called captain" and got him one and we went upon our dinner. I am not ready yet for my baby to grow. He is so sweet in his little ways, and he is all the baby I have left. I am not ready to give it up.